![]() #fyp #trucktok□ #ram2500 #ryder24v #fy #diesel #thanks #relatable #viral #fr #bubbatrok□ #mentalhealth Be a dick and make fun of me all you want for this but kinda tired of keeping this shit in. i don't like opening up because i'm scared people are gonna call me depressed nd feel bad for me and try to fix my problems. everyday i have to put in a brave face because when you open up to people they use it against you. i feel like nobody even likes me anymore and i don't even know why honestly i feel like i'm not okay. I have no one to talk to, that i trust, that won't go around and tell everyone, that won't judge me for how I’m feeling, that won't yell at me or get mad at me for making a bad decision. i struggle to fall asleep everyday from all the shit in my mind. what did i do to deserve this kind of pain? ¡honestly don't even know what to do anymore. i honestly feel like no one cares, i always act so happy when i'm around everyone but once i'm alone It all changes i'm so tired of this. i always try my best to be kind to other and not to be mean but it gets really hard when all i get in return is weird looks, and people saying mean things. i never asked for this nor do i think i deserve any of this. ![]() ![]() i honestly feel so alone and feel like i only have a few people that i can talk to and it's so exhausting. ![]() i'm so tired of feeling that way, i just feel like nobody cares and nobody even notices because i act like it doesn't bother or hurt me but in actuality it does a lot. i'm always the left out one, the one that doesn't fit in, the one that nobody likes, the one that everyone talks bad about. my anxiety and overthinking is getting so bad i feel like nobody understands and i feel like i can't open up to anyone because i'm scared they'll leave me. ![]()
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